I told him he's going to be a Daddy

Wow, priceless. I am so glad I didn't tell him over the phone. The look on his face was so priceless, and seeing his eyes well up with tears means the world to me. I think the last time I saw that was our wedding day 4 years ago! He was so happy and sweet - he couldn't believe I was able to hold it in all day! I am so excited, but I also don't want to get my hopes up too much, since I know it's still very early, but it might be too late. I'm attached.

I'm PREGNANT!!!!

Oh my God, oh my god... I am still shaking... I went in for my beta this morning at 7 am thinking it was pointless and a ridiculous waste of my time, money and blood... and they already called me back and told me my beta is... 514!!!!!

I am 10dp5dt and have had absolutely NO symptoms whatsoever. Not a single cramp or soreness in my bbs at all... seriously... I was so prepared for it to be negative I was making an appointment for Day 3 blood tests with my ob/gyn for next week and already sent all my medical records to CCRM for the phone consultation.

I hope and pray this one sticks (last April I had a chemical pregnancy at 5w2d)... I still haven't told DH or anyone yet... I told him it was going to be negative...

WOW

6dp5dt... nothing

6dp5dt is the point where lots of IVF girls have so many cramps, twinges and other "symptoms", that they decide to take a HPT and get their first positive BFP. Unfortuntately, I don't have a single symptom to report... nothing... no cramps... nothing. DARNNIT!!!!

Well if anyone's interested, here's a picture of my embies...

Here is a picture of my first 2 embies (fresh IVF in April):

And then these are the 2 from FET#1 in June:

I had a cryfest last night with B and we talked about going to CCRM... the timing, the vacation, the costs, everything... it will be sooo difficult to coordinate... but he is so incredibly supportive and told me that we won't give up. I just wish we didn't have to go through this, and I really hope there is a healthy baby in our future.